A love letter on the back of an eviction notice, which side will steal your focus?

You ever like a girl but don’t wanna make the first move ‘cause you don’t want feel that “No” burn you? Plus, she’ll probably sooner or later hurt you and she’ll probably replace you as soon as another boy comes through, just like the rest do. You ever feel like you should get tested, but you don’t want to be labeled as a “Depressed kid”? You ever feel like life’s pointless without a faith but you’re so out of shape you start to doubt your place? See I believe in God, right? But tonight’s just an off night, I want to smoke like an exhaust pipe. You ever get bad news, put’s you in a bad mood to the point where you neglect that anyone will have you? You put everything in the shade of negative till you start to search why you were made to live. On a quest for who this guy “Jesus” is, and is Heaven really what they say it is? I picked up a notice that said I had to leave but on the back was a letter that I had to read. It said “I love you, There are two sides to life. There’s dark and there’s bright, Which side will you chose to write?